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Death is the Road to Awe [Goha’s Death] ::: Rough Draft

­There he was again, once more sitting outside the circle of people he loved and cared about just because he couldn’t communicate to them.

Those last days of the battle with oncoming death wore on him like a grinder to a car’s bones. His ears were completely relaxed, drifting out to the sides of his head instead of being upright or even back against it. His eyes had become very sunken, the insomnia causing severe bags to build up under them. If was funny; even though he hadn’t been able to dream in a few weeks now, his dreams pursued him in the living realm. Hallucinations were non-stop now, and he had given up on being able to tell reality from what his mind tortured him with.

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Goha?

xiv-xion:

blackscythesofdarmar:

/He smiled when she took his hand, using more of his energy to try and materialize to where she could hold his hand. It obviously taxed him, but he wanted his best for her./

Good, good. School? I’m proud of yeh. Better stay in it, ya hear? /wags a finger teasingly/ Not everyone gets t’go ta school that wants ta.

{Holding his hand, the small Nobody didn’t dare let go of him and just nodded a little as he spoke.}

I promise to stay in it. I promise to finish and do things so I can get a good job and every thing. An’ and maybe I can find a way to get you a way to come back.

/he smiled and squeezed her hand gently, enjoying her tight grip. It didn’t hurt, even if it should have - considering he was dead, the only thing it did was wear him out a little more./

Good fer ya, Little Xion. I look forward to that day, but don’t worry ‘bout me too much- yeh? I know yer sad ‘n’ shit that I’m gone… but you know, death ain’t that bad of a place. ‘Specially fer an old asshole like I was. 

It’ll be okay, Xi. It really will be.

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Who am I going to work for now? It’s boring making all this money for myself.

Go work fer th’Saints. Gwen's a close friend'a mine, so is Liam, who might be better t’talk to considerin’ Gwen’s busy.

Or, you could see if yer worthy enough t’work fer Vengeance. I got connections ta their leader, too. But he ain’t so nice like I was, so yer gonna have to either deal with it or pussy out like a faggot. Got it? 

If I hear word you ended up gettin’ skullfucked cause ya sucked dick at obeyin;, I’m gonna laugh at you. Laugh so hard you’ll hear it. 

Goha?

xiv-xion:

blackscythesofdarmar:

/he opened his arms too, but frowned when she phased right through him. Turning to kneel right by her, he sighs/

Sorry, Xi. ‘Fraid I’m not gonna be here fer long… so I can’t be as uh… physical as I was ‘fore. I’ve missed you too girlie /tries to ruffle her hair, managing to do so slightly only after intense focus/. You bein’ good or you causin’ trouble like the rest of those kids out there?

{Sitting up she just stared at the other, clearly upset by him not being able to stick around like he used to. As he ruffled her hair, small leather clad hands reached up to hold his hand.}

I’m being good…..I promise. I’m finally gonna go to school soon.

/He smiled when she took his hand, using more of his energy to try and materialize to where she could hold his hand. It obviously taxed him, but he wanted his best for her./

Good, good. School? I’m proud of yeh. Better stay in it, ya hear? /wags a finger teasingly/ Not everyone gets t’go ta school that wants ta.

Hey, Rose. Sorry 'bout earlier. Guess I was just a little excited- By the way, Jezebell thanks ya for the necklace, and the letter.

((wow I JUST SAW THIS; pretending its when he was alive omfg))

No problem, Xigbar. Just want you to know you do have a place, even if you’re closer in terms of friendship with me and “the big man.”

I’m glad she appreciates the necklace, and must be doing well if she’s seen and talked to you. Lord knows our target, Karuba, has treated that poor woman like dirt.

God no! You can't be dead! You were a dick to work with but your humor was flawless! *falls to his knees dramatically*

/looks at the other and huffs/

You fuckin- yeh, I’ve been dead fer a long while, jackass. But thanks fer the drama.

… /cracks a small smile/

I knew you liked m’humor. Even if ya were pretty useless outsidea gettin’ me good cash.

Seein’ as I’m gonna be here for a little while, gods permissin’…

I should go cause some trouble. Visit some ol’ friends…

Heheh /smirks, baring his sharp teeth/

Yeah, that sounds mighty fine right now.

Goha?

xiv-xion:

blackscythesofdarmar:

Nnh… baby girl…

/his appearance was faded, hollow, and transluscent. A ghost through and through/

Heh… Only came here to visit another asshole who died prematureleh… But yeh. It’s me.

Ne~ You came to visit another asshole! I missed you bunches!

{Running over to the other, she attempted to hug him, only resulting in her falling flat on her face.}

Owie…..

/he opened his arms too, but frowned when she phased right through him. Turning to kneel right by her, he sighs/

Sorry, Xi. ‘Fraid I’m not gonna be here fer long… so I can’t be as uh… physical as I was ‘fore. I’ve missed you too girlie /tries to ruffle her hair, managing to do so slightly only after intense focus/. You bein’ good or you causin’ trouble like the rest of those kids out there?